{"id":18132,"date":"2022-02-10T16:57:30","date_gmt":"2022-02-10T16:57:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/enisyucel.com\/photography\/?p=18132"},"modified":"2022-02-10T19:34:08","modified_gmt":"2022-02-10T19:34:08","slug":"portre-said-ve-sakin-kalabilmek","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/enisyucel.com\/photography\/portre-said-ve-sakin-kalabilmek\/","title":{"rendered":"Portre : Said ve Sakin Kalabilmek"},"content":{"rendered":"\r\n<div class=\"post-content-ey\">Bundan uzun y\u0131llar \u00f6nce, ailecek yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir tren yolculu\u011fu s\u0131ras\u0131nda ilk defa \u201csab\u0131r\u201d ile ilgili bir nasihat duymu\u015ftum. 1980\u2019lerin ba\u015flar\u0131nda ger\u00e7ekle\u015fen bu tren yolculu\u011fu, lokomotifin defalarca kere bozulmas\u0131ndan dolay\u0131 normal yolculuk s\u00fcresinin neredeyse iki kat\u0131 bir s\u00fcrede sona ermi\u015fti. T\u00fcrkiye\u2019nin do\u011fusuna giden bu trenin koridorlar\u0131nda yatarak seyahat eden ya\u015fl\u0131 ve evsiz amcaya annem karn\u0131n\u0131 doyurmas\u0131 i\u00e7in yiyecek bir \u015feyler vermi\u015f ve \u201c..amca, kimin kimsen yok mu, bu \u015fekilde nas\u0131l ya\u015f\u0131yorsun\u201d diye sordu\u011funda neredeyse t\u00fcm di\u015fleri d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f olan bu amca; \u201cK\u0131z\u0131m! Sabr\u0131n sonu selamettir.\u201d demi\u015fti ve herkesin bildi\u011fi bu s\u00f6z\u00fc ilk defa o zaman i\u015fitmi\u015ftim. Bir daha da hi\u00e7 unutmad\u0131m.<\/div>\r\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\r\n<div class=\"post-content-ey\">\u0130lk defa foto\u011fraf makinas\u0131 sahibi olup, foto\u011fraf ile daha da derinden ve yo\u011fun olarak ilgilenmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk zamanlarda, yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m geziler s\u0131ras\u0131nda k\u0131s\u0131tl\u0131 olan zaman\u0131m\u0131 harcamamak ad\u0131na h\u0131zl\u0131 hareket etmem gerekti\u011fi ve bir \u00e7ok yer g\u00f6r\u00fcp bir \u00e7ok foto\u011fraf \u00e7ekmek gerekti\u011fi s\u00fcrekli zihnimden ge\u00e7erdi. Zaman i\u00e7erisinde bu acelecili\u011fin foto\u011fraflar\u0131ma her hangi bir katk\u0131 yapmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 farkettim. Yava\u015flamak gerekiyordu. Sab\u0131rl\u0131 olmak gerekiyordu. \u00c7ekilen foto\u011fraf say\u0131s\u0131ndan ziyade \u00e7ekilen foto\u011fraflar\u0131n ne derece etkin ve ileti\u015fim kuran foto\u011fraflar olaca\u011f\u0131 \u015f\u00fcphesiz\u00a0 daha \u00f6nemlidir.<\/div>\r\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\r\n<div class=\"post-content-ey\">Yukar\u0131daki gen\u00e7 Fasl\u0131 Said\u2019in foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131, Marake\u015f\u2019in merkezine \u00e7ok da uzak olmayan arka sokaklar\u0131nda yer alan bir kuma\u015f\u00e7\u0131 d\u00fckkan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde \u00e7ektim. Asl\u0131nda o g\u00fcn i\u00e7in kafamdaki plan, Marake\u015f\u2019in d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda yer alan palmiye bah\u00e7elerine gitmekti. Ancak sabah erkenden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m, otelime pek de uzak olmayan, Marake\u015f\u2019in \u015fehir merkezi olarak bilenen \u201cmedina\u201dda (Arap\u00e7a\u2019da medina \u015fehir merkezi anlam\u0131na geliyor.) biraz zaman ge\u00e7irmek istemi\u015ftim ve o sokaktan bu soka\u011fa derken, yiyecekten giyece\u011fe, gerekli gereksiz her t\u00fcrl\u00fc \u015feyin sat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 dar sokaklarda kayboldu\u011fumu farkettim. Yabanc\u0131 bir \u00fclkede kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z otele geri d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yolunuzu bulabildi\u011finiz s\u00fcrece kaybolmak o kadar da k\u00f6t\u00fc bir \u015fey de\u011fil. Asl\u0131na bakarsan\u0131z \u015fehrin g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeyen y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rmek isteyenler i\u00e7in belki de olmas\u0131 gereken bir durum.<\/div>\r\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\r\n<div class=\"post-content-ey\">E\u011fer kaybolmasayd\u0131m belki de bu foto\u011fraf\u0131 \u00e7ekemeyecektim. Yol sormak i\u00e7in dan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir iplik\u00e7i ile ba\u015flayan sohbetimizin uzayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissetti\u011fimde, yine o aceleci \u015feytan i\u015f ba\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131. Zihnimde hemen, zaman\u0131m\u0131n k\u0131s\u0131tl\u0131 oldu\u011fu, daha g\u00f6r\u00fclecek \u00e7ok \u015fey, gezilecek \u00e7ok yer oldu\u011fu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesi belirdi ve bir an \u00f6nce sohbeti nazik bir \u015fekilde bitirmeli ve oradan ayr\u0131larak asli plan\u0131m olan Palmeriya b\u00f6lgesine giderek, g\u00fczel foto\u011fraflar \u00e7ekmeliydim. Ancak oteldeki hesap Marake\u015f\u2019in \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na uymad\u0131. Tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m iplik\u00e7i, beni \u00f6\u011fle yeme\u011fi i\u00e7in misafir etmek istedi\u011fini, bana Fas\u2019\u0131n geleneksel yemeklerinden olan \u2018tajin\u2019 pi\u015firece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. Bu g\u00fczel teklifi nazik\u00e7e reddedecektim ki, Fasl\u0131 iplik\u00e7i, \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131 \u00e7oktan al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fe g\u00f6nderdi\u011fini, et, sebze ve \u00f6teberi alarak hemen gelece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. O kadar \u0131srarl\u0131yd\u0131 ki, istemeye istemeye bu teklifi kabul etmek durumunda oldu\u011fumu hissettim. Akl\u0131ma, \u2018sabr\u0131n sonu selamettir\u2019 deyi\u015fi geldi ve Palmeriya plan\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fka bir g\u00fcn yapar\u0131m d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesiyle o g\u00fcn\u00fc kendi ak\u0131\u015f\u0131na b\u0131rakmaya karar verdim. \u00a0Yava\u015flamal\u0131 ve yeni tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu insanlarla daha fazla sohbet etmeli ve g\u00fcnl\u00fck ya\u015fay\u0131\u015flar\u0131na kendimi biraz daha b\u0131rakmal\u0131yd\u0131m. Ben de \u00f6yle yapt\u0131m ve o an\u0131n keyfini \u00e7\u0131kartmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.<\/div>\r\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\r\n\r\n<div class=\"wp-block-image wp-image-18144 size-full\">\r\n<figure class=\"aligncenter\"><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-18144\" src=\"https:\/\/enisyucel.com\/photography\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011_04_28__MG_0921_EY-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"667\" height=\"1000\" title=\"Enis Y\u00fccel, Photographer, Photography Tours and Photo Workshops\" srcset=\"https:\/\/enisyucel.com\/photography\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011_04_28__MG_0921_EY-1.jpg 667w, https:\/\/enisyucel.com\/photography\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011_04_28__MG_0921_EY-1-200x300.jpg 200w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 667px) 100vw, 667px\" \/>\r\n<figcaption><\/figcaption>\r\n<\/figure>\r\n<\/div>\r\n<div class=\"post-content-ey\">Fas, m\u00fcsl\u00fcmanlar\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir \u00fclke oldu\u011fundan dolay\u0131 T\u00fcrkiye\u2019den gelenlere kar\u015f\u0131 daha rahat ve konu\u015fkan davran\u0131yorlard\u0131. Berberi usul\u00fc sebzeli et yeme\u011fi olan tajin (bizdeki g\u00fcve\u00e7) g\u00fcve\u00e7te, odun ate\u015finde uzun s\u00fcre de pi\u015fen bir yemek oldu\u011fundan dolay\u0131 et pi\u015fine kadar, i\u00e7ilen nane \u00e7aylar\u0131 ve konu\u015fulan konular\u0131n say\u0131s\u0131da artt\u0131. O zamanlar foto\u011fraf\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011fa yeni ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ve sokak portreleri konusunda tecr\u00fcbe sahibi de\u011fildim. Hatta ve hatta \u00a0daha \u00e7ok manzara foto\u011fraflar\u0131 \u00e7ekiyordum ve insan foto\u011fraflar\u0131 konusunda pek de hevesli de\u011fildim. Tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z insanlar\u0131n foto\u011fraflar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ekmek her zaman i\u00e7in i\u00e7inde biraz endi\u015fe, biraz tedirginlik bar\u0131nd\u0131ran bir konudur. Ayr\u0131ca o zamana kadar insan foto\u011fraflar\u0131 konusunda ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 olamayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm.<\/div>\r\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\r\n<div class=\"post-content-ey\">Yaz\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 olu\u015fturan Said; Fasl\u0131 iplik ustas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan akrabas\u0131yd\u0131. Dokuma tezgah\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken ara ara verdi\u011fi molalarda kar\u015f\u0131 duvara ge\u00e7ip nane \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131 yudumlarken, etraf\u0131na sakin sakin bak\u0131yor pek fazla s\u00f6ze kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131yordu. Etraftaki herkes birbirine s\u00fcrekli \u015fakalar yap\u0131p, devaml\u0131 hareket halideyken Said genelde hep sessizdi. O g\u00fcn Said\u2019in birden fazla portresini \u00e7ektim. Ancak i\u00e7lerinde en fazla be\u011fendi\u011fim bu foto\u011fraf\u0131 oldu. Bu foto\u011fraftaki ifadesi benim g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm Said\u2019i en etkili \u015fekilde kareydi.<\/div>\r\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\r\n<div class=\"post-content-ey\">\u015eimdi d\u00f6n\u00fcp geriye bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, bu karede foto\u011fraf tekni\u011fi a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131ndan bir \u00e7ok hata g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum. Objeni yerle\u015ftirme \u015fekli, kadraj\u0131n se\u00e7imi, g\u00f6z i\u00e7in dinlenme alan\u0131 b\u0131rakmam\u0131\u015f olmam gibi bir \u00e7ok teknik eksiklik mevcut. Ancak bu foto\u011fraf\u0131 benim i\u00e7in de\u011ferli k\u0131lan, o zamana kadar \u00e7ok fazla insan foto\u011fraf\u0131 \u00e7ekmemi\u015f acemi bir foto\u011fraf\u00e7\u0131 olarak, ilk defa ifade anlam\u0131nda g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc bir porte olu\u015fturmu\u015f olmamd\u0131. O g\u00fcn belki kafamdaki plan\u0131 uygulayamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ancak g\u00fcn\u00fcn sonunda otele d\u00f6n\u00fcp \u00e7ekti\u011fim insan foto\u011fraflar\u0131na bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda bir \u015feyi anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Yava\u015flamak ve sakinle\u015fmek foto\u011fraflar\u0131n\u0131za etki eder.<\/div>\r\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\r\n<div class=\"post-content-ey\">Foto\u011fraf \u00e7ekerken ve \u00f6zellikle sokak portreleri \u00e7ekerken etraf\u0131m\u0131zda s\u00fcreki bir hareket olur. Sokakta her zaman bir hareket, bir dinamizm vard\u0131r. E\u011fer fark\u0131nda olmaz isek, bu dinamizm foto\u011fraf ka\u00e7\u0131rma g\u00fcd\u00fcs\u00fcyle birlikte bizi strese sokar. Stres ise d\u00fczg\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme ve etraf\u0131m\u0131zda olup biten olaylar\u0131, ki\u015fileri, onlar\u0131n davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ve ruh hallerini g\u00f6zden ka\u00e7\u0131rmam\u0131za yol a\u00e7ar. Bu nedenle yava\u015flamak, sakin kalmak ve etraf\u0131m\u0131zda neler olup bitti\u011fi ile ilgilenmek g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc foto\u011fraflar olu\u015fturma anlam\u0131nda bize \u00e7ok \u015fey katacakt\u0131r.\r\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\r\n<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yaz\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 olu\u015fturan Said; Fasl\u0131 iplik ustas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan akrabas\u0131yd\u0131. Dokuma tezgah\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken ara ara verdi\u011fi molalarda kar\u015f\u0131 duvara ge\u00e7ip nane \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131 yudumlarken, etraf\u0131na sakin sakin bak\u0131yor pek fazla s\u00f6ze kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":18140,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[172],"tags":[],"badge":[],"photo_activity_type":[],"photo_tour_type":[],"workshop_locations":[],"class_list":["post-18132","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-yaraticilik-ve-ilham"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/enisyucel.com\/photography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18132","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/enisyucel.com\/photography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/enisyucel.com\/photography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/enisyucel.com\/photography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/enisyucel.com\/photography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18132"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/enisyucel.com\/photography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18132\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/enisyucel.com\/photography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/18140"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/enisyucel.com\/photography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18132"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/enisyucel.com\/photography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18132"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/enisyucel.com\/photography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18132"},{"taxonomy":"badge","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/enisyucel.com\/photography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/badge?post=18132"},{"taxonomy":"photo_activity_type","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/enisyucel.com\/photography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/photo_activity_type?post=18132"},{"taxonomy":"photo_tour_type","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/enisyucel.com\/photography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/photo_tour_type?post=18132"},{"taxonomy":"workshop_locations","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/enisyucel.com\/photography\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/workshop_locations?post=18132"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}